today is such a weird day.

1st half i was quite okay, and then
right after i heard THINKING OF YOU by katy perry
my mood started to grow more melancholic.

anyways, i went to meet the MP session
and was attached to a guy called guo dong..
and like sat down with him listening to the
problems that residents face..
i realised that there are so many problems that s'poreans face!
like HDB loans, summons, fight over division of property
and some sad sad stories that make me wanna cry..
shan't share too much here.
supposed to be kept confidential.
but overall i gained alot of insight..
yeah...

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Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed


You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know


Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

these lyrics just make me cry..
these past few weeks after i last saw you
i just tried so hard to forget you.
cut off all my contact with you.
then this song just have to appear..
i feel like a loser..
even after 1 year and 3 months i still can't forget you..
still can't move on..
i mean like when i'm doing my work, going to school and
everything's fine but then once i don't do anything..
you just come back.. and it's freaking killing me.
i just wished you'd go away.
sometimes i feel like i can't share this with people
cos it's so repetitive.. i mean like it's already been so long
"why can't you just get over it"..
i've also asked myself this so many times until i lost count..
why it has to be you.
you out of millions of people.
i hope you will never find out how i feel.
apparently the phrase "time will heal" doesn't work for me..
it still hurts as bad as it did a year ago.

oh well. maybe i'll find this post stupid after i wake up from my sleep.